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[Jul. 30th, 2009|01:37 am] |
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Would you have wanted me to see you dead? |
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| hey SF guess what I DID IT! |
[Jun. 25th, 2009|02:54 am] |
Swallowing xanies with bloody mary's
swalling mary's with bloody xanies
i got a new girlfriend and I like her just fine
i do I do i like her just fine
finally happy |
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[Mar. 6th, 2009|06:11 pm] |
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I hate myself and everything I do |
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| eek |
[Jan. 19th, 2009|01:42 am] |
Dear Alanna,
Call your grandmother,
you know I'm only looking out for what's in your best interest.
Sincerely,
your guilty conscience |
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| vespa got stolen/ |
[Dec. 28th, 2008|03:44 am] |
/used the money I got from insurance to buy:
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| new life |
[Sep. 3rd, 2008|01:18 am] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Buddy Holly - Weezer | ] |
This city is much more beautiful than New York, the air is cleaner, it's right on the ocean, and instead of normal buses it has cable cars, which means a lot less exhaust. The people are more dangerous. The homeless will reach out and grab you, or scratch at you (which happened to me) if they ever get the urge. A co-worker of mines roommate got stabbed when he left a bar the other night for no reason. This place has 110% more culture than New York ever could, but maybe I only believe that because I'm still new too it. The kids I live with are either a) incredibly anti-social, b) incredibly full of themselves. I miss my New York friends. Though coming here I came to realize we were all just a bunch of assholes that back stabbed each other and ripped one another to shreds, we were at least all unique in our own way. Here, everyone is, well, normal. It's sad. I have 3 friends I actually like. The first is Kelsey, she dresses like my dear old friend (yeah right) Lissy Trullie and has an outspoken obsession with New York and all of its inhabitants, so she clung to me the second she heard the words "jet lagged" being muttered from my lips. The 2nd is Becca. She dresses bad, really bad, but she plays Wii with me and is actually good competition, she also is very funny. A little too flakey though, but so am I. The 3rd is Zoe. Zoe is a ditz, a dumb ass, an alcoholic, but she is blunt and honest, and loyal too. All the things NYC aren't, so I like her, she's also really amusing, and lives right next door, and has alcohol on her premises at all times (to which I'm allowed unlimited access)
There are other kids, but I don't really like them too much. I don't even like these ones all that much, they're just better than who I'd have to hang out with if they weren't around.
I love my job, I work at the RVCA store on Haight & Ashbury, which is the equivalent to NYC's LES. I work Sundays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays, from 1:00-8:30 pm for $12 an hour. I consider all my coworkers to be the only friends I have that I actually enjoy being around. I get along with all of them really well, and look forward to having them in my life.
I have a crush on my boss, which is ridiculous and unprofessional. Her name is Meghan, she's 24, straight with a boyfriend, and a total and complete bitch. But she has really pretty eyes and a sick haircut and touches my waist when she needs to get to things and tells me that she thinks I'm photogenic (though she took the picture of me in front of the RVCA store, and in my opinion I look terrible, but maybe she was just trying to be nice?) It's something I would never in my life pursue, because I love my job, and there's absolutely no chance. But she's a nice thing to look at while I'm waiting for the hours to tick by.
The main thing I learnt by getting out of the city and coming to San Fran is that I was very, very miserable in NYC. I'm fully happy for the first time in a while. New York is not a place to live, it's a place to live only if you're working. If you are just trying to live life though, forget it. Does that make sense? I hope things keep going well. I miss all my friends though, I really do. |
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| seriously |
[Apr. 22nd, 2008|01:30 am] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | I Was Molested - Baby Dino | ] |
Donate $1 and help me and my friends buy a mansion,
I'm serious:
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[Oct. 16th, 2007|12:29 pm] |
to clear things up I don't have AIDS
I just got a panic attack and freaked out about ever getting them |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2007|05:01 am] |
Why did I take a year off before college,
why am I freaking out that I did.
Why did I do this. |
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| produce re produce re |
[Aug. 21st, 2007|05:54 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  text messaging | ] |
It isn't quite creating something, is it.
Matter can never be destroyed, only reconstructed.
So, creative artists are never really creating anything,
we're just making things prettier. |
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| letdown |
[Jun. 1st, 2007|02:37 am] |
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| | All Is Full Of Love (Guy Sigsworth Mix) - Björk | ] |
Oooh my god my grandma just asked me for the first time in my life
"So, I've got to ask, do you have a boyfriend??"
I feel guilt. |
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| hi sandra |
[May. 20th, 2007|05:38 am] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Olley Oxen Free - Terry Scott Taylor | ] |
This is pathetic,
I just googled "age difference in lesbian relationships"
and read 3 different peoples stories about how a 35 year old dated a 49 year old,
a 21 with a 30 year old,
and a 19 year old with a 27 year old.
19 year old with a 27 year old.
it's not uncommon!
God damn it.
That was just downright pathetic of me to do.
No it really was.
This sucks. |
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| lh |
[Apr. 27th, 2007|04:18 am] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Alala - CSS | ] |
I'm 18 years old.
Didn't do much to celebrate, didn't really want to.
That's pretty much it. |
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| t-shirts |
[Dec. 14th, 2006|09:05 am] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | 22 Grand Job - The Rakes | ] |
coming soon. |
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